Ooops! Forgot a parting shot.
- Veracity Out -
"everything went numb from the money and the guns -
- and somewhere in the distance they heard something someone said:
HOW DID IT COME TO THIS?"
Sunday, December 09, 2007
MEDIC!!!
It's been quite a while, far too long, really...I think I've mentioned that before, either here or in the Other Book...Either war, I've delved into why briefly somewhere, or at least thought about it in my head. In short, no emotional tension/need to vent=no real need to blog. Unfortunate, really, because I'd like to have all of these records floating around for my own future use. So...status update. I'm not even really sure how much has been logged either here or in the Other Book, so I guess I'll just jump in somewhere.
School's...well, I've vented my feelings on school. I really want to go to Stanford, as I'm sure I've voiced. Again, haven't really visited many other places, but there was definitely a feel to it, a sort of certainty that I would fit in there very well. It's hard to keep confident about that, seeing some of my grades tank and not really being able to do anything about it...It's just ridiculously frustrating...god.
In other news, I cracked Team Fortress 2 and really enjoy it, though I despise the chat features. I realize it can be useful for coordination and what not, but I'm not that serious about the whole thing, and I really don't like having some 30 year old fuck telling me what to do, etc. Funny, the exact opposite of what I usually end up hearing on PA and Kotaku and whatnot. Basically, the lack of voice support isn't an issue at all, and I would almost like playing on Live just to see whether the "brats" that everyone bitches about are really brats or just funny and immature. I polished off Episode 2 and enjoyed that as well.
I guess I don't really know why I'm here (blogging, I mean). I could be studying, but I think that I'm pretty well prepped for the calc test (physics not so much, but that hardly matters any more). I think that the Chem exam went well, but we'll have to wait...actually, he'd better have them graded by tomorrow now that I come to think of it. Dear God, that's going to be nerve wracking, but if I ace it, that boosts my grade significantly.
Basically, I'm very worried about school, I still, STILL haven't been able to clear my head/emotions, but I guess I probably never will be. Annoying, but at least I'm getting used to it. Katherine is fun, though I've been dragging my feet and it's getting very annoying. The fact that I actually listened to a certain little birdy and got burned for it still annoys me, and then the weather didn't cooperate, and then she was busy. So in essence this has gotten dragged out three weeks longer that I would have liked, but I guess I've already proved that holding out a little longer than necessary is better than being a little to quick on the trigger.
Feeling good about calc, I think it's time to go set some people on fire.
School's...well, I've vented my feelings on school. I really want to go to Stanford, as I'm sure I've voiced. Again, haven't really visited many other places, but there was definitely a feel to it, a sort of certainty that I would fit in there very well. It's hard to keep confident about that, seeing some of my grades tank and not really being able to do anything about it...It's just ridiculously frustrating...god.
In other news, I cracked Team Fortress 2 and really enjoy it, though I despise the chat features. I realize it can be useful for coordination and what not, but I'm not that serious about the whole thing, and I really don't like having some 30 year old fuck telling me what to do, etc. Funny, the exact opposite of what I usually end up hearing on PA and Kotaku and whatnot. Basically, the lack of voice support isn't an issue at all, and I would almost like playing on Live just to see whether the "brats" that everyone bitches about are really brats or just funny and immature. I polished off Episode 2 and enjoyed that as well.
I guess I don't really know why I'm here (blogging, I mean). I could be studying, but I think that I'm pretty well prepped for the calc test (physics not so much, but that hardly matters any more). I think that the Chem exam went well, but we'll have to wait...actually, he'd better have them graded by tomorrow now that I come to think of it. Dear God, that's going to be nerve wracking, but if I ace it, that boosts my grade significantly.
Basically, I'm very worried about school, I still, STILL haven't been able to clear my head/emotions, but I guess I probably never will be. Annoying, but at least I'm getting used to it. Katherine is fun, though I've been dragging my feet and it's getting very annoying. The fact that I actually listened to a certain little birdy and got burned for it still annoys me, and then the weather didn't cooperate, and then she was busy. So in essence this has gotten dragged out three weeks longer that I would have liked, but I guess I've already proved that holding out a little longer than necessary is better than being a little to quick on the trigger.
Feeling good about calc, I think it's time to go set some people on fire.
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