aw, hell

Dammit, I just figured out what the orange status dot thing means, I think. Damn it, damn it, damn it. And now a wonderful opportunity for me to drag my feet once more, and read into tiny intricacies and details that likely mean nothing but add to my growing sense of insufficiency barreling toward an overwhelming, general self-loathing. Woo, fun shit.

In other news, I read a ton of The Diamond Age, and now have only about 100 pages left in it. Also watched Romeo+Juliet, well, part of it anyway. I don't know that I've ever watched the whole thing from start to finish, though I guess I could catch the last hour if I wanted to. Always love watching just little bits of it. The fusion of the hilarious visual style with the equally hilarious dialog is just delicious.

Went to the cabin for a little while today, and also got very close to the end of the second act in Gears. Still haven't touched Shadow of the Colossus yet.

Mater molestus est. Big time, holy hell.

Ran a little bit, but I'm worried about how the race is going to turn out tomorrow. I guess we'll see. I just don't want to get up early for it.

Can't really bring myself to write much, which is frustrating, as is the realization that I really ought to start working on that big, huge pile of summer work that's looming overhead. God, this sucks.

So, yeah, I think I fucked up big time. Well, maybe just missed an opportunity.

- Veracity Out -
prick love for pricking...lol