had a good thought but it's gone now...

Hmm, as perhpas you have figured out if you have bothered to read the title you would know that I had a great idea to write about, but I have, unfortunately, completely forgotten all about it. This is of course not exaclty all that important, especially considering that I am going to remember it sooner or later, the problem is that it's probably going to be after I'm done writing all of this.

I know that it had something to do with me and other people but I'm really not all that sure; agh! Dammit! Well, I have to say that now I like Limp Bizkit more, and Slipknot as well, though I still think that they're both horrible messed up, not that you really care, I should think; do you care? if you do that's nice, thank you, and stuff... I don't know...

Screw it! This idea was good too! It was something philosophical and all sorts of stuff so you must all find it terribly amusing to read; not that there is anyone reading this, but that's okay because I like to pretend there is at some times. Argh, Bethany get on already! I want to fucking talk to you dammit, not that I really have anything to say or anything like that, but whatever...

Well this isn't what I was thinking of at first, but here's something for you to chew on, if you like this sort of crap: Is it okay for you to still like someone even when you know you screwed your chance and you aren't gonna get another chance? I think you can, as long as you're not being a prick about it or something like that.

Dammit, my memory sucks too, but that's another story; maybe I'll share later. Ah, what the hell, I'll share now. See it's like this: there are some people whos faces just stick in my mind in an instant and stuff, and yet there are others, and they tend to be the important ones, that are almost out of my mind after about 15 minutes. Obviously this is a problem and it's annoying as all hell and I'm trying to get some pictures and stuff, but of course I'm not gonna get this, so ya, I'm being subtle and stuff, and I guess I should for how bold and blatant I'm being in regards to other things.

Oh, and one more thing for you to chew on. I it okay to drop hints, hopping that some--no, screw it, that's enough for tonite. G'night folks (and yes, that's how I say it! G'bye, G'day, an' G'night!)